298,925 BCE
Still on both knees behind the tall grass, not moving.
Not prey. Two men lying on the ground, bellies to the sky. Not moving. No breath. Wounds. Not from stones. Not from teeth. Something has gouged them deeply.
The one does not stand.
There is a pulling sensation deep in the gut. Not a feeling that says run. Something deeper than that. Not a feeling that says do not look. Only a feeling that says: do not remain in this place.
Among the group, there are faces the one knows. The elder among the men. The man who speaks loudly. The woman who has borne five children. The one is none of these. Still among the younger men, still not called full-grown.
Five years out on the hunt. Prey brought down, sometimes. More often not. Still, the group had taken the one along.
Today, the one was not taken.
A voice came from somewhere distant. Not a shout. A flat, repeating sound. The one knows that voice. It does not belong to anyone in the group.
Standing.
Stepping wide around the fallen men, not stepping on them. The grass is thick. The feet make noise. Everything seems to make noise, and the one stops.
The voice again. Closer.
The seed-heads of the grass tremble. Not wind.
Running.
There is only the sensation of feet striking earth. Only the sensation of breath moving through the throat. No thought. Only direction.
When the one reaches the place where the group stays, no one is standing.
Some are seated. Some are crouched low. Three are on the ground in a posture that is neither.
The loud man is standing. He turns. He sees the one.
Their eyes meet.
In the man's hand, a wet stone.
The one stops.
Before the man moves, the body moves. Not a decision. The soles of the feet feel the earth, and already it has begun.
Into the grass. Deep into it. Farther still.
A voice from behind. Not a sound calling the one's name. Just a voice.
Keep running.
The grass ends. Rock begins. Feet on rock. The soles ache. Running through the pain.
A crack in the rock. Narrow, just wide enough for a body. The one enters. Back against stone. Chest against stone. Pressing from both sides, and still moving inward.
Darkness.
Stop.
Breath, audible. Only one's own breath.
The one folds at the knees inside the rock. Makes the body small. Wraps both arms around the body's own middle.
No voices from outside.
For a while, remaining just so.
Cold comes. Night comes.
The one does not come out from the rock.
At the northern edge of a dry grassland, there is a place where rock pushes up from the earth. Stone forced upward over long ages, jutting from the surface like bone. Several cracks run through it. The small ones belong to insects and serpents. The larger ones catch rainwater. In one whose width is neither, a single body has settled for the night.
For five years, the group had lived in a kind of tension. Not from outside. From within. Food had not grown scarce. Water had not failed. The climate had been, on the whole, mild. And yet something had shifted. The range of what the loud ones decided had grown wider. Those who did not comply had grown fewer. Or perhaps it was not that they had grown fewer — perhaps they had ceased to exist.
The population was smaller than it had been five years before. Not the kind of diminishing that comes from young deaths.
Tonight, the one is inside a crack in the rock. Apart from the group. What this means, this world does not judge.
Beyond the rock, insects are calling. Grass is moving in the wind. The fallen men are growing cold. The group is gathered around a fire. The one is breathing in the dark of the stone.
All of it happening at once. This world casts its light equally across all of it.
Deep in the crack.
A single line of light fell across the face of the rock. Moonlight had passed through a gap. Where that light landed, a dry grass stem had drifted in on the wind and caught there.
The one's eyes came to rest on it.
The grass stem was a grass stem. The one looked at it. Looked, and then looked back at the stone.
Something was seen. Only seen.
If that was not enough — what was there to give?