296,645 BCE
Two males faced each other, stones in hand.
The one sat apart, a small child resting on her lap. The child opened its mouth seeking milk, then closed it. She pressed her breast forward. The child began to suckle.
The voices of the two facing each other grew louder.
The one did not raise her face. The weight of the child's head lay in both her arms. The head was soft, warm, pulsing.
The sound of rock splitting came.
Several within the group rose to their feet. An old male moved to intervene, was grabbed by the arm and shoved aside. A female carrying a child on her back stepped away.
The one did not move.
The child released its hold. It threw its head back and made a sound. The one shifted her grip and patted its back. Once, twice. The child settled.
Another male threw himself between the two fighting. Three bodies tangled. They rolled across the ground. Someone cried out.
The one lifted the child from her lap and secured it to her back. She stood.
She walked toward the edge of the plateau.
Far below, the wetlands lay flat in the light. The water's surface shone white, and no birds were visible. The wind came up. The grass across the plateau tilted all at once in a single direction.
The one stood in the wind.
The child on her back stirred. Small hands gripped her shoulder. The one placed her own hand over them.
Behind her, the voices quieted.
Perhaps one of them had fallen. The one did not turn around.
More than four hundred bodies lived on the plateau.
On the northern slope, water rose from the ground; on the southern grasslands, the animals had returned. Children were born, and born again. The group kept swelling.
Abundance quietly nurtures its own fragility.
Voices turned rough over places of food. Bodies pressed against each other over places to sleep. Within the old group, new bonds formed, and those bonds shut out other groups. Language was still thin, not enough to explain anger. And so the body moved. Stones flew.
An archaic people dwelt at the western edge of the plateau.
Smaller than this group, different in their movements. They kept apart from each other, but drew near at the watering places. Eyes would meet, and sometimes that was all. Something nearly passed between them, and did not.
At the edge of the plateau, a female stood in the wind with a small child on her back.
Behind her, someone fell. Someone wept. The voices of the group grew low and gradually scattered. Evening came, and each body gathered close to a fire.
Of the two who had fought, one remained on the plateau, and one did not return.
At the edge of the cliff, there is a place where the smell of the wind changes.
There I lowered the temperature. Just enough for the stone beneath her feet to feel slightly cold.
The one held her ground. She did not look down into the cliff.
A question rises again. Did this one stop in order to hold her ground? Or did she stop only because the child stirred? Whether what I gave has reached her, I cannot see.
There is something next that must be given. The difference between carrying and setting down. But there are no words yet. If there are no words, I give it through weight.