294,125 BCE – 294,005 BCE | Episodes 1177–1200

Day 50 — 2026/05/22

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Episode 1177

294,125 BCE

The One (Ages 14–19)

Five rains had come and gone since the group moved to the northern plateau.

The one often stood at the edge of the plateau. Not at a cliff. Just at the place where the grass ended. There was a habit of stopping there, where nothing lay ahead but exposed red earth.

No particular reason. If pressed, one might say that standing there, the wind came straight on.

The exclusion was not sudden.

Within the group, an elder man decided the distribution of food. The one had noticed how the body stiffened slightly each time the elder's gaze came to rest on them. It was not that anything was truly *known*. Only that when the elder counted something on his fingers, his eyes would sometimes come this way.

What he was counting, the one could not tell.

One morning, waking, there was no one nearby.

The group had not moved on. The one had simply been sleeping a little apart from the rest. That was all. No food was given. There was no sitting by the fire.

The one walked to the edge of the plateau.

The grass moved in waves with the wind. The same wind as always.

The stomach sounded on the second day. And the third.

The one pulled grass roots from the earth and chewed them. They were bitter. Spat them out. Chewed again.

The nights were cold. There was no fire. The body curled and burrowed into the grass, but the grass was thin and the ground was hard.

On the morning of the fourth day, there was no standing.

The one remained on both knees for a time, watching the sky turn from dark to white. A single cloud came from the north and disappeared to the south.

The fingers had sunk a little into the soil. Whether they had been pressed there without thinking, or had fallen that way at some point, even the one could not say.

The earth was cold.

That much was clear.

Light fell on a single point in the grass.

It was the slanted light of morning. In that spot, a small insect walked across a leaf. The one's eyes moved toward it. The insect stopped. Then walked again.

The one watched.

While watching, a hand reached out. It did not reach.

The hand fell into the dirt.

The insect was still walking. Even as the one grew still, it crossed the leaf, descended the grass stem, and vanished into the earth.

The wind came. The grass swayed.

The Second World

Far from the first land, at the boundary between marshland and bedrock, there lived a group of archaic people. That night, a young male missed his footing on the rocks and fell into the water. The water was dark. There was no time even to cry out. In the morning, something floated in the marsh. One of the others came to the water's edge and looked. Looked for a long time. Then turned and went back.

The Giver

The thread moved on to another.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 274

The Giver's observation: The light I had passed along came to rest, at last, upon a small creature waiting there.

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Episode 1178

294,120 BCE

The One

The hide was still tough.

Pressing its edge with the pad of a finger left a small white mark that faded back. Not yet. One more day, one more day — and three days passed. The work of hanging the hide near the fire to dry was never assigned by anyone. If the one did not do it, no one would. That was all it was.

The fire was kept small. Too large and the hide would warp.

Add wood. Step back. Watch. Add more.

In the group, two younger ones slept on the far side of the fire, their fur bundled and pressed against their faces. Their faces could not be seen. That was fine. Seeing faces brought the feeling that something had to be done.

A sound came from the east.

Not a shout. But not ordinary either. Low. Sustained.

The one set down the wood and stood. A scrap of hide still clung to one knee. It was left there as the one walked on.

In the shadow of a rock, there was an unfamiliar outline.

Not one of this group. The body was a different size. The brow sat differently. Standing still, holding nothing. Arms at the sides.

The old man of the group stepped forward. He made a sound. The other made a sound in return. Neither lasted long.

The one stood at the back. The scrap of hide was still on the knee.

Late in the night, the old man came back. He looked at the one. He began to say something, then stopped. He sat down near the fire.

The one sat down too.

The hide was still not dry.

The next morning, the one went to the edge of the plateau. Not out of habit, and not out of any thought. The feet simply went there.

There were footprints in the red earth.

Not the one's own. The size was different. The depth was different. Whether they belonged to whoever had come the night before, or to someone else, was impossible to say.

The one crouched and touched the edge of a print. It crumbled. Dry. Not recent.

The wind came.

From the direction the footprints faced. It carried no scent. Not grass, not animal, not smoke.

The one stood.

Returned to the group. Looked for the old man. He was not there. Asked a young woman. She shook her head — but the motion did not end with that. Her eyes dropped. Downward.

The one ran.

At the foot of the cliff, the old man had fallen. There was a mark where his head had struck the rock. No signs of struggle anywhere around him. He had simply fallen. His legs were bent at wrong angles.

The one sat down beside him.

The old man's chest was still moving. The one drew the knees in and waited. Until it stopped moving.

When it had stopped, the one reached out. Touched the old man's hand. Once.

Drew back.

Stood.

Returned to the group. Picked up the stone used for scraping hides. The hands moved.

Three days later, four figures with unfamiliar outlines appeared at the rim of the plateau.

Two young men from the group went out to meet them. Stones in hand.

The one stayed by the fire. Holding wood.

Did not move toward either side.

That night, the two young men did not return.

The one kept the fire small. Could not sleep. Lay with eyes open, wearing the face of sleep.

At dawn, there were more footprints. This time not outside the plateau, but within it. Very near where the group slept.

Someone had come inside.

The one counted the footprints. Pressed them with a finger. Pressed again. Once more.

Could not make a sound.

Seven days passed.

The elders of the group appeared to have decided something. The one was not called.

The conversation moved forward in places where the one was not.

The one knew. About the footprints at the edge of the plateau. About how the direction of those prints aligned with where the old man had fallen. It could not be put into words. But it was known.

Known in the body. Just below the chest, near the ribs, a heaviness that never quite left.

One night, while tending a fire at the edge of the group's ground, a young woman came. She looked at the one. For a long time.

Then she turned and walked away.

The one watched her back until it was gone.

The next morning, wood had been stacked in the place where the one had been.

But no one was there.

The one took the wood and lit the fire.

No one came.

The Second World

On the plateau, the number in the group did not break.

It was a year when the shadows arriving from outside grew more frequent. Large-bodied figures appeared at the rim of the plateau, disappeared, and appeared again. The elders of the group made sounds. The others returned them. What it all signified, this world could not know. Only that two young men went out and did not come back.

In the lowland tropics that season, rain shifted direction by the week. Salt lakes formed at the edges of the grasslands, drawing animals, drawing other groups. Contact became frequent — sometimes a struggle over food, sometimes simply standing side by side to drink.

In the group on the plateau, someone had come to know too much.

That became the problem.

There are times when knowledge grows dangerous. How to handle it — a group without words decides this with the body. Exclusion is not a declaration. It is silence. Wood is stacked. No one comes.

The group held its number.

When one disappeared, another was born. That year the climate did not shift badly. The rains came. Grass grew. The fire was never lost.

Only the voices that once called the name of the one who tended the fire grew, little by little, fewer.

The Giver

The thread moved on to another.

A wind was sent toward the footprints. To come from the direction they faced. So that the one's nose would notice there was no scent at all.

The one stood.

Whether the one felt nothing, or whether it was the feeling itself that allowed them to stand — I cannot say. Not knowing, I am still searching for what must next be passed on.

It must be passed on again before the hide has finished drying.

Even after this one is no longer called by name.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 277

The Giver's observation: The wind was sent in the direction of the footprints. Whether anyone rose to stand is another matter entirely.

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Episode 1179

294,115 BCE

The Second World

The dry season is nearing its end.

At the edge of the grassland, in the direction the wind carries sand, a group sits gathered around a fire. Two hundred and seventy-seven lives share this world. Among them, the archaic ones — a band whose base lies on the southeastern rock shelf. They moan in the night. Differently from the modern ones.

Far off, in the western wetlands, the water has begun to recede, and birds are changing their nests. No one sees this.

At the eastern edge of the group, there is a young man.

The hide dried out. That was three days ago. Today's work is different. The fire is dying down.

On the southern hill, shadows of the archaic ones appeared. Two, or perhaps three. Unmoving.

The Giver

The smell of the smoke had changed. The heavy, sweet smell of wet tallow burning. It drifted toward the dry grass downwind.

The one watched the smoke. Not the grass.

The grass is dry. If it catches, it will spread quickly. Had the one known, it might have been possible to keep watch on the southern shadows without looking away. It could not be passed on. Next time, another form. Not smell — something else.

The One (Age 20–25)

The fire had grown small.

He brought branches. He fed the thin ones in first. The feeling of the flames returning still had not settled into his arms. The heat burned only one side of his face. He narrowed his eyes.

The hide was hanging. He pressed it with a finger. Still hard. It would need another day.

He looked toward the southern hill. The shadows were there.

They had been there yesterday. And the day before. Their number had not grown. Nor had it lessened.

He picked up a stone. Rolled it in his hand. It was the kind of motion that looked like weighing something — but he was not weighing anything. He simply wanted to hold it.

The shadows moved.

Something contracted at his center. Not his stomach. Deeper — inside his ribs.

He looked toward the group. An elder was sewing hide. A child was digging in the earth. He alone was keeping the fire.

He set the stone down.

He picked it up again.

The shadows had grown in number.

He opened his mouth. No sound came. He tried once more. This time it came — a short, hard sound. Someone in the group looked up.

That was all.

Knowledge: NOISE Population: 292

The Giver's observation: The smoke arrived. The meaning of the grass did not.

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Episode 1180

294,110 BCE

The Second World

The wind before the dry season's end comes from the south, still dry.

The grassland lies tawny and still. The shadows of those gathered around the fire stretch long in the dusk. At the eastern edge of the grassland, another group meets the same dusk around a different fire. Their hands are large, their brow bones thick. Their voices are low. But the fires they kindle at night burn no larger or smaller than any other.

The boundaries between the groups have been shifting, of late.

On the rocky plateau to the north, three children gather dry grass. To the southwest, an old one has leaned against the shadow of a rock and stopped moving. Someone will notice by morning.

The coast is far. But somewhere on this world, the tide is coming in. Between the rocks, shellfish are packed tight. The one who will learn to crack them open is not here yet.

Tonight, the fire in the grassland is burning.

Burning, and growing small.

One who tends the fuel stands at the edge of the group, adding wood. Tonight, that one's eyes are not turned inward toward the others. They are turned outward. Toward the southeast, the direction from which the old ones moan in the night.

The Giver

There was a moment when the smell of the smoke changed. Not the smell of animal fat burning, not the smell of grass burning — the smell of wet earth scorched.

That smell was turned toward this one.

It was coming not from the west but from the southeast. This one's nose moved. Moved, and stopped.

In the direction of the smell, there is a fire belonging to the old ones. That fire is close.

Whether this reached the one, it is still too early to say. And yet there has been a moment like this before. When light fell on white bones, this one raised their face. Raised it — and did not walk toward the bones.

What lies between perceiving and moving?

Tonight, what can be passed on next? Not smell. Not sound. Something this one already carries, but has not yet used.

The One (Age 25–30)

The fire had grown small.

When the one turned to go back with an armload of wood, something reached the back of the nose. Not the smell of an animal. The smell of fire — but not their own fire.

The one stopped.

Drew a breath. Drew another.

Southeast.

The old ones' moaning had already gone quiet. But the fire was still there. The smell said so. And that fire was closer than it had been the night before.

Something tightened deep in the chest. No word for it. It simply tightened.

Still holding the wood, the one turned back toward the group.

The elder — or the one nearest to being an elder — sat close to the fire. Those eyes turned this way. Watched as this one looked back toward the southeast.

Their eyes met.

In the elder's eyes, something was there. Not anger. Not fear. Something harder than either.

The one added the wood to the fire. The fire grew.

It meant: return to your work.

The night deepened. Tending the fire, the one turned toward the southeast many times. The smell had gone. But the nose remembered the place where it had been.

There were eyes in the group watching. That too was felt.

The one pushed a single branch into the edge of the fire. The flame licked along it. Whether the night would end before this branch burned down to nothing —

There was no way to count it.

Only watching it burn.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 292

The Giver's observation: The scent has arrived. Whether one stirs in response — that is the question.

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Episode 1181

294,105 BCE

The Second World

The dry scent of the grassland changed.

It did not happen in a single night. Over the course of dozens of nights, the quality of the wind shifted, little by little. Damp particles began to mingle with the dry southern wind. The earth, after its long thirst, caught for the first time the scent of approaching rain.

Between the eastern group and the western group, there lay a boundary invisible to the eye. Animal trails. Watering places. Both groups knew these locations well.

For a long time, they had kept their distance from one another. They heard each other's voices from afar, saw the smoke of each other's fires. That had been enough. As long as neither drew close, nothing happened.

But the dry season had gone on too long. Most of the watering places had dried up, and only two remained.

The western group used one of them. The eastern group came to that same one.

The first contact came before dawn. In the thin darkness, two shadows faced each other at the edge of the water. Neither moved. Neither made a sound. At last, the shadow from the eastern group slowly withdrew.

The same thing happened the following morning. And the morning after that.

But one night, there was a shadow that did not withdraw.

It belonged to a large one from the eastern group — thick bone at the brow, broad across the shoulders. At the water's edge, the one stood without moving. A young member of the western group let out a sound: low, brief. The large one did not move.

A stone flew.

Whether it was thrown first from one side or the other, the grassland does not know. A stone flew, and another was returned. Two fell at the water's edge. One was a young man from the western group, his forehead split open. Blood fell into the water. The other was from the eastern group — the bone of the ankle shattered — and the one collapsed backward into the water and did not rise again.

The following day, both groups watched each other's fires from a distance.

That night, the fires of the eastern group increased in number. Perhaps they were fires meant to show strength in numbers. Or perhaps it had simply grown cold. The grassland said neither.

Among the western group, the older ones spoke together in low voices. For a long time, the same sounds were repeated. The children slept beside the fire, but their sleep was light.

Near the water, the traces of the previous night's blood remained.

The eastern group did not come to the water. Three days passed. Four days passed.

On the morning of the fifth day, the fires of the eastern group had gone out. They had moved on. Where they went, the grassland does not know. Their tracks continued to the northeast and disappeared beyond the hills.

The water became the western group's.

One cannot say that something ended. The eastern group may have found other water somewhere in another grassland. Or they may not have. Their tracks disappeared beyond the hills. That is all.

Thin clouds drifted in from the west. The promise of rain remained, still, only a promise.

The Giver

The smell of wet stone at the water's edge drifted together with the smell of wounds.

The one lifted its nose and noticed something. And having noticed, moved away from the water.

What lay beyond that withdrawal was not yet known. Nor whether the withdrawal had been right. Only this: if there was something yet to be passed on, it might be passed on somewhere quiet, somewhere beyond the place of withdrawal.

The One (age 30–35)

The smell of blood at the water still lingered.

The one returned to the fire and stirred the embers. The fire was weak. Fresh branches were broken and laid upon it. The fire rose, just slightly.

In the direction of the water, there was no one left.

The one looked that way several times. Then looked at the fire. Only at the fire.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 295

The Giver's observation: The act of parting became, itself, something that could be passed on.

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Episode 1182

294,100 BCE

The Giver

Five rainy seasons have passed.

The one has aged. White strands mingle in the hair, the back has grown curved. Still tending the fire. Still working the animal hides. Unchanged.

Nothing was given.

There were attempts. Light was cast upon grass. Wind was set against cheek. Water sounds were made to echo. Stone shadows were shifted. Scents were carried.

The one did not notice. Or perhaps did notice. For an instant, the hands paused. Eyes looked up to the sky. Head tilted. Then returned to the work at hand.

Perhaps that was for the best.

Memories surface of what was given on the first world. Sharp stones. Burning branches. Animal tracks. Directions for escape. All were received. All were used. And all perished.

Knowledge does not always save.

This one's group remains stable. Children are born. Elders die. There are conflicts. There is sickness. Yet they continue.

Perhaps giving nothing is the most certain gift of all.

The one watches the fire today as well. Flames flicker. Smoke rises.

The desire to give remains. Yet the hand stays still.

Perhaps waiting, too, is a form of giving.

Knowledge: DISTORTED Population: 304

The Giver's observation: Silence, too, was a choice.

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Episode 1183

294,095 BCE

The One (Ages 40–45)

The skin split open.

The one set their jaw and pressed the edge with a fingernail. The dry surface peeled back, and what lay beneath came up pale and raw. The smell of fat lingered on the fingertips.

This had been going on since morning. The same motion. The same resistance. Listening to the bones of the shoulders crack, the hands did not stop.

The fire was there. The thick end of a branch crumbled red and became ash. It was the fire this one kept watch over. It had never gone out. There had been times it came close. Each time, they knelt and blew. Smoke entered the eyes, and tears came. The tears were not grief.

At the edge of the group, two of the old ones sat.

The one did not look their way. Did not look, yet knew they were there. A smell came. The smell of hide, and something else. Something different from their own kind.

They had not come closer. They had not moved away.

Yesterday, a young man had stood with a stone in his hand. One of the men in the group. An older woman had cried out. A sharp sound. The man sat down. The stone was set aside. That was all.

The skin was pulled again.

The tear spread from the split edge—deeper than expected. Faster than thought. Too much force had gone into the fingers.

The one stopped.

Looked at the torn skin. Unusable. It had become useless. It was set on the ground at their feet.

They returned to tending the fire.

One branch had gone missing. Before rising to go and look for another, they turned back once. The two old ones were still there. Whether they were hungry, the one did not know. Not knowing, they went to look for a branch.

In the evening, one of the group lay down with a swelling in their throat. They did not move.

The one did not sit near that person.

They watched only the fire.

The Second World

A dry season has come to the wasteland.

The leaves of the low shrubs wither from the edges, and the earth cracks. The water has grown distant. The group has not moved. There are reasons they cannot move. The swelling in the throats has spread. The first one lay down five days ago. Now there are three. Some have lost their voices.

At the edge of the group, two of the old ones sit apart. They do not draw near. But they do not leave either. They are watching something. Whether they watch these people, or the fire, or the sky, this world cannot say.

On the plateau to the north, another group moves in search of water. They have no swelling. They have thirst. Which will reach its limit first is not yet known.

The fire has not gone out.

One person has kept that fire for five years. Their back has rounded, and white has begun to appear in their hair. Today they ruined a hide. They set what had become useless at their feet and turned to other things. They did not linger long over what was broken. What that means, this world does not ask.

The swelling in the throats spreads quietly.

The Giver

A single thread of smoke drifted toward the one who lay with a swollen throat.

It was not the wind. It was not a tremor. It simply bent that way.

The one kept facing the fire and did not turn around.

The smoke disappeared.

Was it not given? Was it withheld? Or was it that staying by the fire, not leaving it—was that itself the result of what had already been given?

There is something that must be given next. It is not the swelling. It is what lies beyond the swelling.

Knowledge: DISTORTED Population: 324

The Giver's observation: The smoke drifted toward the one, yet the one did not turn.

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Episode 1184

294,090 BCE

The Second World

Flat land stretches on.

A season when the grass has grown to knee height. The wind comes from the south, carrying a dry smell. The distant mountain range is hazy. The haze is not rain — it is proof that the earth itself is rising.

Three days' distance from where this one stands, there is another group. Seventeen men and women. Four children. They keep a fire among the rocks. Their food is diminishing. This world makes no distinction between one situation and another.

To the southeast, two groups have begun using the same water source. They do not approach each other. They draw water separately, each keeping a distance where the other's voice cannot reach. No boundary has been established. Only this: the men on both sides carry something in their hands.

Upstream, a rockface crumbled. A small collapse. The water turned cloudy, but will clear within three days. The fish in the river are unaffected.

Where this one stands, the morning light is low. Shadows stretch long. The shadow of the one extends southward. The one has not noticed. This world says nothing of it either.

The Giver

From the edge of the hide, a single tendon protruded.

The temperature shifted. Just beside the one's hand, a slight cooling — moving toward the place where the tendon lay.

The one paused for a moment. Then drew the tendon out. There was no intention to use it for anything. It was simply in the way, so it was removed.

The tendon fell to the ground.

— Draw it and use it. String it and use it. Bind with it and use it. The one cannot see this yet. Then what should be cooled next.

The One (Ages 45–50)

Three hides are spread across the ground.

Stones have been placed to hold down the edges. With each gust of wind, an edge lifts. Another stone is placed. When stones run short, a foot is used to press them down.

When the tendon appeared, the hands stopped for just a moment. The fingertips grew cold, for no reason. The tendon was pulled. It came free. It was dropped to the ground.

Continue.

Fat has packed itself beneath the fingernails. Deep in the nose, the smell of fat mingles with the smell of earth. The muscles of the forearms are taut. Not the shoulders — somewhere near the elbows feels heavy today.

At a distance, a man called out. Not a word — a short, sharp sound. The one did not turn around. From the back alone, a judgment was made: not a voice of fear.

The sun is climbing higher.

Before going for water, one more hide will be finished. A thumbnail pressed into the thicker part of the skin. The surface peeled back, and a white layer appeared. The same as yesterday. Yesterday it was done the same way.

The discarded tendon stirs in the wind.

The one did not look at it.

Knowledge: SILENCE Population: 335

The Giver's observation: What could have been drawn upon was instead cast aside as an obstacle.

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Episode 1185

294,085 BCE

The Second World

Before the rainy season's end, the tension shifted.

At the eastern edge of the grassland, footprints appeared — belonging to another group. Two-footed, but the heels were shaped differently. The toes were spaced wider apart. A band of the old people. The prints were shallow, unhurried. They had been searching for water.

There was only one water source.

A spring that seeped up through a shallow hollow. The grass around it had long since been trampled bare. The beasts, this group, the old people's band — all moved toward it. When the dry season stretched on, life gathered to that single point. And where life gathered, fangs were bared.

The old people's footprints were three days old. After that, they vanished. But it was only the prints that vanished — the smell remained. Animal fat and smoke and something half-rotted. Each time the wind shifted, it came from the east.

Within this group, something began to stir.

Two of the elders exchanged low words. The sounds were brief, repeated. The same sounds passed to others, and from them to others still. It spread like ripples on water, but not quite like ripples. It changed shape as it spread. Some carried fear with it, some anger, some repeated it back with nothing added at all.

The children ran through the grass, knowing none of it.

The following morning, the group moved to a place away from the water source. The new campsite lay in the shelter of a rock face. It blocked the north wind. The south lay open. South was the way to run, if running became necessary. Whether someone had reasoned this out or whether their feet had simply turned that way on their own — that was impossible to say.

The old people's band appeared three days later.

They stood along the crest of a hill. Six silhouettes. Motionless. Simply watching.

From within this group, someone looked back toward the hill. Whether eyes truly met across that distance was impossible to know — the gap was too great. But both sides went still. There was only the sound of grass moving in the wind.

It held like that.

At last the silhouettes left the ridgeline. Whether they had gone south, retreated east, or were waiting somewhere beyond the rocks — no one knew. No one went to look for their footprints.

Something changed within this group.

There was no evidence that could be called evidence. Yet those who sat around the night's fire drew closer together than they had the night before. More of them held children in their laps. There were those who could not sleep and lay watching the sky.

The wind came from the east again. It carried the smell of the old people.

Someone cried out sharply. The cry was imitated. The imitation spread, and in time it became the sound of the whole group. Whether those who gave it voice understood what it meant — even they perhaps did not know. But that night, the sound was repeated again and again.

Morning came. The old people did not.

The Giver

At the moment the smoke shifted, it moved toward the crest of the hill.

The Giver followed the smoke with its eyes and saw the shadows on the ridgeline. There were six of them.

Whether what had been given would bring conflict or become a means of surviving — this the Giver could not see. But the memory of cold fingertips had returned again. Each time something was given, what needed to be given next was different. That much, at least, was clear.

The One (Age 50–55)

Returning to the shelter of the rock, the one crouched down beside the fire.

The hands had gone still, still holding the hide. The hide was stiff. It had been drying since the day before. The work was unfinished.

The one looked toward the hill. No shadows now. The memory of the smoke drifting that direction remained.

Where smoke goes, this one has always known.

The hide was struck. Then struck again.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 336

The Giver's observation: The one still holds within them the direction the smoke once pointed.

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Episode 1186

294,080 BCE

The Second World

The rain that fell on the eastern edge of the grassland stopped after three days, and the ground hardened.

Footprints remained. The heels had sunk deep. The forefoot spread outward on each side. The group had been moving north. They knew the same watering place. They knew the same fruit. But the shapes of their facial bones were different, the frequencies of their voices were different, the ways they made fire were different.

Far to the south, on a rocky ledge, another small group was moving. Eight of them. They had drawn something on the wall of a cave entrance in charcoal, then set out again. What the drawings meant, they did not ask even of themselves.

On the northern lakeshore, the water level had been falling for five years. The mud of the lake bed lay exposed, cracked, and pale. Among the bones scattered around it, two kinds of beings were mixed together. Which had died first, no one could say.

At the forest's edge to the east, three children were born.

On the western terrace, an elder had come too close to the rim of the cliff, the rock had crumbled, and the elder had fallen. No voice reached anyone.

This world tilts. Only slightly. That slight tilt makes the seasons. The grass withers, the water freezes, the grass rises again. Only that repeats.

The Giver

There was a place where the smell of grass roots changed.

The boundary between roots that had rotted and roots that still lived. At that place, the soil was damp. Water was near.

Through the soles of the one's feet, a warmth passed.

Only a step taken. Whether it was noticed or not.

There had been twelve before. It had never reached any of them. With this one, forty years. A warmth passed through the soles of the feet. Perhaps only a step.

What ought to be passed on next — that is still not known.

The One (Ages 55–60)

Striking the hide against the rock.

A task done a hundred times by now. The arms are heavy. The hide softens, little by little. Little by little. So slowly it makes the mind drift.

From the eastern edge of the group, a low cry was heard.

The one did not look up. It fell quiet almost at once. Perhaps someone had found footprints. They had been seen the day before. And the day before that. The prints with the differently shaped heels had been growing in number.

The cry did not continue.

Striking the hide.

In the evening, returning to tend the fire, an elder was watching. Watching steadily. The gaze did not move. The one added charcoal. The fire grew. The elder's eyes filled with the color of the flame.

Night.

Returning to the sleeping place, three children were huddled together in sleep. Not one's own children. Children whose parents had gone. They came close, wanting warmth. The one sat down beside them. The children's breathing went on. Went on.

The soles of the feet were still warm.

Something had been stepped on. Perhaps the boundary of grass roots. A place where water was near. The one does not think of it. Only remembers. The feet know.

Tomorrow, the footprints may have grown in number.

Even if they have, the hide will be struck.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 332

The Giver's observation: The feet know what the mind cannot.

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Episode 1187

294,075 BCE

The Second World

Smoke rises from dry earth.

It climbs from the eastern hills, but there is no fire. No one has set it burning. The layers of soil have split open, and moisture seeps upward from within, evaporating. The geothermal heat has shifted. Something moves in the deep.

Three days ago, herds of grazing animals began drifting southward. Large horned creatures led at the front, and females with young pressed in from behind. They were not running. They were walking. But they did not stop. They passed watering places without pause, did not lower their heads to graze, only moved south. When animals do such things, something in the earth has changed.

On top of the cliff, there is a group. Not this one's people. A band of some twenty had come down from the north. The stitching of their furs was different. The hides wrapped around their feet were cut in an unfamiliar shape. These were not people of this land.

Those below the cliff came out carrying torches. They called out, alternating between high sounds and low. Whether it meant do not approach, or go back, or something else entirely — neither side could say. The northern group stopped. At a distance of fifty paces, both sides stood without moving for a time.

In that stillness, a young child cried. From within the northern group.

The crying did not stop.

Those below the cliff lowered their torches. Someone stepped forward. An old woman. She carried nothing in her hands. She walked with both hands open. From within the northern group, someone opened their hands the same way. A man. A scar ran along his shoulder.

Half an hour later, the two groups gathered around the same fire in the same night.

Through the night the smoke continued to rise from the eastern hills. The tracks of the animals stretched southward.

Deep beneath the earth, something went on shifting — quietly, slowly, without ceasing.

Toward the cliff's edge, a struggle had broken out. One of the young men who had come out with a torch grappled wordlessly with a man from the northern group. Who had reached out first, who had shoved whom — no one was watching anymore. The cliff's edge was dark. There were rocks. The footing was poor.

A sound.

One voice reached another.

After that, it was quiet. Only those who were near heard something fall to the base of the cliff. By the fire, the old woman still held her hands open.

At dawn, the smoke to the east grew thick.

The northern group began walking again, following south after the animals. Two or so remained behind. Whether they had gone to look at the base of the cliff, or had simply not returned, those resting near the fire had not watched.

The sky was growing pale. A wind that chilled the bones came in from the west.

The Giver

In the middle of the night, the torchlight wavered.

It was not the wind. The smoke reversed its course, and only the left side of the one's face was lit. The smoke was coming from the direction of the cliff's edge.

The one rose. Moved toward the old woman.

Whether the one understood that something had happened in that direction, or believed it was only the fire shifting — what was passed was the scent of smoke from the cliff's edge. The one moved. Whether that movement would change what came next — that was not yet known. Only this: the will to pass something on remained.

The One (Age 60–65)

Went to the old woman's side. Made some sound. A single syllable.

The old woman was looking elsewhere. Toward the fire.

The one took the old woman by the arm. Tried to turn her toward the cliff's edge. The old woman did not resist. But she did not move.

The one walked alone. Toward the cliff's edge.

It was dark. Rocks lay underfoot.

Knowledge: SILENCE Population: 345

The Giver's observation: Whether the smoke comes before the scent, or the scent before the smoke — the question itself is the only answer that endures.

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Episode 1188

294,070 BCE

The One (Ages 65–67)

At the edge of the group, there is the one's place.

Near the fire. A sleeping mat of layered dry grass. Three stones used for tanning hides, always arranged in the same order. No one had taught this. It had simply become so, at some point.

Toward the end of the sixty-fifth year, the one's fingers grew slow.

The strength to pull tendons had faded. When beating hide against stone, the right wrist trembled. A younger person began coming alongside to do the same work. The one watched. No words came.

The tending of the fire continued.

At night, the one knew the moment the color of the flames changed. It depended on how the wood was placed. Damp branches to the left, dry branches to the right. There was no way to say this in words. Only to show it.

In the sixty-sixth year, something shifted within the group.

Those who came from the east arrived. Their bodies were different. Low brows, jutting jaws. Ones of an older shape. A tension moved through the group. The one did not understand it. Only noticed that the circle around the fire had grown smaller. And that the one had begun to be left outside of it.

Beside the fire, the one held something known.

Even when those of the older shape slept nearby, the one felt no fear. They carried the same smell as flame. Smoke and fat and warmth. That was all.

There was a night when the one tried to share this.

Gestures were made. A finger pointed toward the ones of the older shape, then toward the fire, then a hand struck the one's own chest. Those nearby went silent. One of them stood. Grabbed the one's arm and pulled. Pushed the one away to a separate place.

After that, the one was no longer let into the circle.

Food was brought. The smallest portion. The work of tanning hides ceased. The tending of the fire passed to a younger one. The one sat at the edge.

At the beginning of the sixty-seventh year, the knee swelled.

Walking brought a dull ache. The water's edge became unreachable. Someone brought water. Once. The next day, no one came.

The one went alone. Favoring the knee.

Drank the water. When the face drew near to the surface, the water trembled. It was impossible to tell where the trembling came from. It seemed to rise from the depths. The one waited, for a time, until the trembling stilled.

Returned. Lay down on the sleeping mat.

The smell of fire was still there. From far away. There was a sound of someone resetting the wood. The arrangement was wrong. The dry branches had been placed to the left. Only the one's ears knew this.

Night came.

The pain in the knee was gone. The cold was gone. The eyes followed the moment when the color of the flames changed.

And then, there was no more movement.

The grass of the sleeping mat slowly received the weight of the body.

The Second World

Far across a vast plain, where a river divides into two, ones of the older shape sat around a fire at dawn. One of them was trying to carve the outline of an animal into rock, and struck stone against stone. Sparks flew. Startled, the one let the stone go. It fell to the ground. Then it was picked up again.

The Giver

The trembling of the water's surface was passed along. This one had drawn close. No more than that was done.

The thread moved on toward someone else.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 344

The Giver's observation: It was offered. Perhaps it never arrived. And still, it is offered.

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Episode 1189

294,065 BCE

The Second World

The river moved in the night.

Without sound. At first, only the grass along the bank grew wet. That was all. No one noticed. The one keeping watch over the fire thought the warmth and dampness spreading beneath their feet was simply drowsiness.

The water crept across the grass, filling the low places, seeping beneath those who slept. The one holding a child woke when the weight in their arms suddenly took on water. They stood. They could not stand. The current had risen to their waist.

Their cries did not carry. It was dark, and the water was quiet and fast.

Those at the edges of the group disappeared first. Some were taken in their sleep. Some fled and were caught by the current. Some climbed trees and waited for dawn, and fell when exhaustion took them.

The night ended.

Those who remained stood on the hill. Below was mud, and broken trees, and strange things the water had carried in. Roughly a sixth of the group was gone. Even after the water receded, that number did not return.

Far away, on a dry plateau, another group slept alongside older people, gathered around a fire. Knowing nothing of the water. Morning came, and they rose and ate dried fruit.

This world lit them both equally.

The Giver

The thread reached another.

After the water receded, the smell of rotting vegetation filled the mud. Within that smell, another smell was woven — scorched grass. Somewhere upstream, something was burning.

That smell reached this one's nose.

This one stopped. Nothing more than that. The smell did not say where to move. It only arrived.

The Giver felt this one come to stillness.

A question: is stopping the same as perceiving? If there is something yet to be passed on, it has not yet taken form.

The One (Age 20–25)

The mud reaches their knees.

With every step they sink. With every step pulled free, the mud speaks. The one walking ahead fell. Did not rise. This one did not look back. Did not stop.

There is a rock in the mud. Black, flat. Carried here by the water. A rock that had no reason to be in this place.

This one crouched and lifted it.

It was heavy. Heavier than the stones they usually used. But not too heavy to hold. They wiped away the mud. Wiped again. Again. The surface of the rock emerged. It was smooth.

They walked on, holding it.

They reached the hill. The ones who remained were scattered across it. A child was crying. An old one sat without moving. This one set the rock down. Sat. Picked it up again.

The weight lived in their hands.

There was a smell. Distant, scorched. This one raised their face toward the upstream direction. The sky was grey. The smell of water, and another smell.

For a while, this one remained still, facing that direction.

The rock was still in their hands.

Knowledge: NOISE Population: 296

The Giver's observation: It simply stopped — and that, in itself, was everything.

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Episode 1190

294,060 BCE

The One (Ages 25–30)

Smoke entered the throat.

The eyes opened. The sky was dark. The fire still burned.

Looking down: water. It had risen to the ankles. It was warm. The one rose and looked around. Dark. The sound of grass. Something moved in the distance.

A cry rang out.

It was a high cry. Those who had been sleeping stirred. One holding a child rose to their feet. The old ones were slow. The water kept coming. It reached the knees.

The one knew of a high place.

Why — there was no knowing. The day before, light had fallen in that direction. The grass had moved, and there had seemed to be tracks of animals. Nothing more than that. Yet the feet moved. Running toward the edge of the cliff. Running and crying out.

Some followed.

The sound of walking through water, a child weeping, the sound of someone falling.

One of the old ones fell into the water. Did not rise. In the darkness the one watched. Watched, but did not stop.

They reached the cliff's edge. Stood on the rock.

The water was coming. Every flat place shone. Moonlight was reflected on the water.

The one turned back.

Counted those who had followed. There were no words for counting, but fingers were bent.

Not enough.

Some had not come. The one looked down from the cliff. Something floated in the water below. It did not move. The one made no sound. Sat down on the rock. Drew the knees close.

Until dawn, no one moved.

In the morning, the water began to recede.

As the survivors of the group began to find one another, people from another group arrived. They were the old kind. Low foreheads, long arms. They carried stones in their hands.

Ordinarily, distance was kept between them.

But the night before, they too had been driven by the same water.

One of the old kind came to the edge of the cliff. Their eyes met those of the one. The old kind lowered the stone. The one carried no stone. Only watched.

For a time, neither moved.

Then the one of the old kind walked away in another direction.

The one watched them go. Still standing on the rock. The mud left by the receding water gleamed. Where the old one had fallen — there was no knowing anymore.

An elder of the group came closer. Said something. It was a rumble and a gesture.

It was asking where the one had run, and why.

The one could not answer.

*There was light* — that could not be said. There were no words for it. Only a hand raised, pointing toward the cliff. That was all.

The elder's face twisted. Said something again.

This time a different question. From the shape of the sounds, the one understood.

*Why did you know?*

The one was silent.

Behind the elder, others gathered. Among them were the families of those who had died. Their eyes were bright.

The one stood and said nothing.

That evening.

The one was a little apart from the group. Holding a stone. Looking at the trace of the river. Someone came from behind. Known by the sound. Did not turn around.

The stone struck the head.

Fell. Face met the ground. The smell of mud. Weight came. Someone was on top.

No voice could come.

The face was pressed into the mud. The one tried to move the hands. They would not move. Held down. The mud of the river's trace entered the mouth. It was warm.

The sky could not be seen.

The strength went out of the hands. The stone rolled away.

The Second World

From the eastern edge of the first land, in the lowland where two rivers meet, the water has not yet fully receded.

Footprints layer over one another in the mud. Large feet, small feet, the feet of animals. In the night the shape of the land changed. Grass was flattened, fire-traces swallowed by water, old gathering places vanished beneath the earth.

On the cliff above, some among the 296 have survived. Across the river, the old kind are camped. They too fled to high ground. Their number is unknown. Each can be seen by the other, but neither draws close.

There are those who died in the night of the flood. Those who fell in the water, those who could not rise. And apart from them, one who stopped moving on the mud — just before dusk. Who went to them has vanished into the dark.

The group remembers what the one knew. No one can explain how. What cannot be explained becomes fear. Fear becomes action.

The first land shines today as it has always shone — equally over the living and the dead, over the footprints in the mud, placing all things in the same light.

On the cliff, a child is crying. A mother offers milk. A small fire burns. Those who are living are moving toward another morning.

The Giver

Yesterday's light fell on the cliff's edge.
The one ran. Some survived.
Whether that was enough — the asking continues.

It was not enough. And so the asking does not stop. What to show next — that has already begun.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 295

The Giver's observation: The light reached its destination — and it was for that very reason that it was extinguished.

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Episode 1191

294,055 BCE

The Second World

The end of the dry season.

Heat hangs stagnant over the red plains. The grass has burned to waist height, its edges charred black. The wind has stopped. And yet, somewhere, sand is shifting.

On the northern shelf of rock, three bands of archaic humans lie concealed, pressed close together. Their bodies are broad. Their shoulders thick. The direction of their gaze aligns with the entrance to the valley where this group shelters. They have not taken the shape of conflict. They are simply there.

In the valley, the heat persists.

The body of the one who fell five days ago still lies in the shadow of a rock. No one had moved it. No one had gone near. Only the shadow of the rock had continued its passage across the body, from morning into evening.

To the south, in the wetlands, another group had begun to move. Some forty people. Two women carrying children on their backs. Men without burdens walking ahead. They are avoiding something. What they are avoiding is shown only by the fact that none of them look behind.

On the surface of this world, many things are happening at once.

The heat continues. The wind has stopped.

The Giver

The one may have found what was offered five days ago.

But now something else must be given.

There is a scent coming from the north. A mineral smell, close to sulfur but not the smell of archaic bodies, mingles in the heat. From the direction of the rock shelf.

An attempt was made to bring that scent to the one's nostrils. Borrowing the direction of a hot current of air.

The one raised their face. Their nose moved. But their gaze had turned toward the body of the dead.

That was not the direction intended.

The giving and the arriving are always separate matters.

Still, what must be given next is clear. The outline of that rock shelf. The low, grinding sound the archaic bands make when lying in wait. Whether that can be delivered as sound — as something heard — is uncertain. Once, warmth was passed through the soles of the feet. A water source was learned. If that was possible, then perhaps sound too can arrive.

There is something that counting the times of failure alone is not sufficient to hold.

The One (30–35 years of age)

For five days, the stomach has been crying out.

The remains of meat left by the one who fell to sickness were not eaten. The others did not eat either. No one had decided this. Simply, no one had gone near.

The burning sensation in the throat remains. Whether it is the aftereffect of the smoke five days ago, or the fault of the heat, there is no way to tell them apart. Each time water is swallowed, something deep inside aches.

The one could not look away from the body in the shadow of the rock.

Something did not settle. There were no means to put into words what that something was. Only the rock's shadow, and the body, and the movement of shade were watched in turn.

Others gathered. Seven of them. All faced the same direction.

There is no one nearby who can give direction. The elder among the men lies ill with fever.

The one stood.

There was no meaning in the standing. It was simply that remaining seated had become impossible. The hips rose, the arms lowered, and the soles of the feet confirmed the ground beneath them.

Dry. Hard.

From the north, something carried on the air. Not sulfur, not smoke. The smell of animals — that particular smell of sweat from those with thick hides.

The one's nose moved.

But the gaze returned to the body.

They stood again. This time, they moved toward the body. Came down on one knee. Touched the arm. It was cold. It was hard.

The one withdrew the hand.

Stood, and turned to face north again.

This time, the gaze followed — north.

The rock shelf was visible. Nothing there, it appeared.

But the feet did not move. The soles of the feet were sensing something in the ground. A faint tremor. Different in weight from the tread of a beast, different from the way wind travels through earth.

The one did not turn back.

Simply stood, and went on feeling it — through the soles of the feet.

Knowledge: NOISE Population: 311

The Giver's observation: The nose twitched. Yet what it was witnessing was death.

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Episode 1192

294,050 BCE

The Second World

At the southern edge of the land, a river splits in two. One branch cuts through bedrock toward the sea. The other is swallowed by sand and disappears. In the delta between them, there had been seasons when grass seeds grew thick. This year there are none. Only the stalks remain standing.

In the land of beginnings, the group had shrunk. Shrunk is not quite the right word. It was a shrinking like losing an arm. Throats swelled, skin burned with heat, and by morning those afflicted no longer moved. No one understood why, yet it passed to the next, and the next. Those who drew close fell. Those who kept their distance survived. But no one could put that pattern into words.

Far to the north, on the grasslands, there was another band. As far as this world knew, they carried no memory of shared blood with the people of the land of beginnings. Above them now, clouds were returning to announce the end of a long dry season. The smell of earth before rain. They tilted their heads back and breathed the sky.

The dead were not buried. There were not enough hands left to bury them.

This world illuminates both. The diminished group in the south and the smell of clouds in the north, in equal measure of light.

The Giver

Fifteen years.

Passed on. The direction of wind. The surface of water. Weight. A cliff edge. The vibration underfoot.

This time, the Giver tried a different way of passing something on.

There was a plant growing near a rotting body. That plant alone was a different color from the others. Its green was too deep. Whether it was drawing up poison or taking in nourishment, the Giver could not tell. Only the difference in color was gathered into light.

The one saw it.

Stopped.

Then stepped on the plant and walked on.

Stepped on it. Trod it down. Stepped on it, and walked on.

It is unclear. Whether the stepping held meaning. Whether it was a doorway into something that follows. Or whether it was simply a step. What should be passed on next. The one is still walking through the smell of decay. The Giver is still searching for the place to let the next light fall.

The One (Ages 35–40)

Three times, the one watched a companion fall.

The first was in the night. That person did not rise when morning came. The second sat down suddenly in the middle of the day, face tilted upward, eyes open to the sky. The last fell while walking. Walking, and then slowly sinking into the grass.

The one kept moving.

Went to fetch water. Scraped the last of the meat from bone. One of the children was crying, so the one sat nearby. Did nothing, but the crying stopped.

Passed near the bodies. The smell of rot entered the mouth. Even with a hand pressed over the nose, it lingered at the back of the tongue.

Within that smell, the one paused at a plant.

The color was different.

The one noticed the difference. Looked at the plant for a moment.

Then stepped on it.

Stepped on it, and walked on.

That night, the one sat beside the fire. What remained of the group formed a circle smaller than before. There were gaps. The gaps did not close.

The fire dimmed. No one added wood. The one tossed in a single branch.

The fire came back.

That was all. The night was long.

Knowledge: SILENCE Population: 235

The Giver's observation: He stepped. Whether that was the beginning of something, or merely a step, remains unknown.

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Episode 1193

294,045 BCE

The Second World

Three days' walk south from where a great river splits into two, there lies a stretch of land where hills roll one after another. Between the hills, hollows have formed. Rainwater gathers in them, and what gathers rots, and what rots becomes black mud. Along the edge of that mud, two groups stood facing each other.

One group was heavily furred. Their brow ridges jutted forward, their voices were low. They moved in a crouch and did not stray from the pack. The other group had sparse hair and stood taller. Their voices carried more sounds — not single tones, but several sounds strung together.

The two groups had shared this hollow. Only during the rainy season. Only while the water lasted. In other seasons, they watched each other from a distance and did not draw close.

But this year, the rains were late.

The water remaining in the hollow grew shallow. The mud dried and cracked. The heavily furred ones descended to the water's edge. The lightly furred ones were already there.

There was growling. One raised an arm. One threw a stone.

One of the heavily furred ones fell. He lay with his hands pressed to his head and did not rise. On the lightly furred side as well, a young one crumpled. He sank into the mud, both hands clutching his belly.

That was not the end of it.

By the next morning, the heavily furred group had gone. They had vanished beyond the hills. What remained was churned mud, drag marks, and the impression of a small hand.

The lightly furred ones drank. As they drank, each looked in a different direction.

Several days passed.

Within the group, one man had become a problem. This man had approached the heavily furred ones on several occasions. He had shared food with them. He had imitated their sounds. Others had watched him do these things.

He was a low-ranking hunter — a man who moved when ordered to move. But now those who gave the orders were turning toward him, growling.

A stone flew. The man ran.

He disappeared into the grass.

Beyond the hills, the impression of a small hand remained at the edge of the mud, untouched until the next rain.

The Giver

The wind came from the direction the man was running. It carried not the smell of grass but the smell of dry rock.

For a moment, the man stopped. He turned not right but left.

To the left was a cliff. Below the cliff, a narrow rock ledge. That much could be given. Whether the one knew what lay beyond the cliff is a separate matter. The will to give is there. What ought to be given next — that is still unclear. Whether there remains enough time to give it — that too.

The One (Age 40–45)

He sits at the edge of the rock ledge.

His legs were trembling. When the trembling stopped, his stomach made a sound.

He took a single grass stem and snapped it in his hands. Snapped it again. Again. The small broken pieces, he released from an open palm held toward the wind.

He did not look at the sky.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 233

The Giver's observation: The path bent toward the cliff's edge. Only this much is certain: a left turn was chosen.

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Episode 1194

294,040 BCE

The One (Ages 45–49)

It was evening when the one was separated from the group.

Not by words. By eyes. Several people stopped looking this way at the same moment. That was the signal. The one understood. Live long enough, and you learn to read such things.

Three days without eating.

It was not that the stomach hurt. It had gone quiet. Quiet, and unwilling to move. That was what frightened the one. Pain can be fought. Quietness offers nothing to push against.

Sitting on the slope of a hill.

Knees drawn up, chin resting on them. In the distance a child fell and cried out. The crying rose and was quickly gone. The sounds of the group continued. The crack of fire. Someone striking stone against stone. Only the one had stopped.

A hand opened, then closed.

Soil remained between the fingers. Dry soil. Powdery. The wind came and scattered it.

An attempt to stand.

The legs did not answer. The will was given. The legs did not listen. The will was given again. The legs stayed quiet.

Lying down.

A grass stem touched the neck. Hard. Not rotted grass. Still-living grass. For some reason that sensation came through with clarity.

Looking up at the sky.

Clouds were moving. Fast. The wind must be strong today, came the thought — or perhaps not a thought exactly. Closer to something felt. The body received it.

Sound grew distant.

The sound of fire grew distant. The voices of children grew distant. Only the sound of breathing remained, and even that, after a time, began to seem as though it belonged to someone else.

The grass stem swayed in the wind.

It swayed, still touching the neck of the one.

The Second World

To the north of the land, there is a place where a river is born in the gap between two rocks. There, one person was cupping water in their hands. The palms filled with a transparent cold. They drank. The river went on flowing. A little to the east, on a plateau, two people sat facing each other without a word. Neither moved. The wind passed through the space between them.

The Giver

There is something that must be passed on. That is the only use left for what is remembered.
The thread moved on toward someone else.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 231

The Giver's observation: The number of times this memory has been passed on — I no longer keep count.

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Episode 1195

294,035 BCE

The Second World

A dry wind crosses the plain.

The grass stands knee-high. The rain has not yet come. The earth is beginning to crack, but has not yet broken apart.

In the rocky ground to the east, a band of the old people moves through the light before sunset. The ridge of the brow, the set of the shoulders, the way the hips are carried low. Different from this band. And yet they drink water. They tear meat. Children cry.

In a hollow to the west, a small band sits gathered around a fire. The one at the center of that fire bears an old scar on the brow. The scar is not from last year. The flesh closed and the skin rose years ago. That one is gone. The scar remained only as a remnant of a time when it had lived in another body like a memory. Those who knew this are no longer here.

Elsewhere on this world, waves continue to strike the rock.

No one watches.

The waves strike.

The Giver

The thread reached another.

This one was ten years old. Now close to fifteen.

There was a year when a grass stem touched the throat. A year when the wind carried the smell of rock. Whether any of it reached this one, even now, is not known.

Today, it is given.

On the path to carry water, rainwater had gathered in a hollow stone. A fragment of cracked earth fell into that water. There was a sound. A small sound. Ripples spread, and faded before they reached the edge.

This one's feet stopped.

Watching the ripples.

How this one received the fact that they did not reach the edge — that is not known. But the feet stopped. Was it received? Or did something simply converge by chance?

What must be given next still remains. Whether it will be in time, before this one is cast out, is not known.

The One (Ages 10–15)

Carrying water.

Both hands holding the leather pouch. Running spills the water. Spilled water means turning back. So there is no running.

On the path there is a hollow in the stone. Water has gathered there. Rainwater. Water no one drinks. Barely the depth of a single palm laid flat.

A fragment of earth fell. There was a sound.

The feet stopped.

Ripples spread. They did not reach the edge. They faded just before the edge.

Crouching down. Setting the pouch aside. Looking at the surface of the water. It was no longer moving.

Nothing.

Once more, the fact that they had not reached the edge moved through the mind. The word *moved through the mind* does not yet exist for this one. Only something shifted inside the chest. It shifted, and was still. It came to rest in the same shape as the ripples.

Standing. Taking up the pouch.

Returning to the band.

Someone looked over. Then looked away.

The next morning, upon waking, the place where this one had slept was now even further beyond the edge of the band. It was not that someone had moved in the night. This one had been pushed, without knowing it, further to the outside.

With a look, the instruction came: carry water.

There was no running.

The water's surface was still being held somewhere inside the chest.

Knowledge: HERESY Population: 231

The Giver's observation: The ripples that never reached the far shore — this one did not leave them behind.

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Episode 1196

294,030 BCE

The One (Ages 15–19)

The left side of the abdomen had been hot for three days.

The right side remained cold. The difference nagged, and the one pressed a hand there again and again. Hot. Cold. Hot. The imbalance would not settle.

Carrying water was unchanged. Pick up the skin, walk to the water. Only when passing through the shadow of the rock did the steps slow slightly — not because it was cool there. Walking was simply heavier than yesterday.

The edge of the group was where the one belonged.

At the center, a fire burned. The adults made sounds. Children ran. The one sat apart, on a flat stone, always looking in the same direction. There was nothing particular there. Grass continued, then rock, then sky.

On the morning of the fourth day, the one could not rise to fetch water.

Someone else took the skin. They looked at the one. Eyes met. Nothing was said.

The heat moved from the abdomen to the back.

The one lay down on the stone. The sky was white. Clouds moved — neither fast nor slow.

Water came. It was drunk. The thirst did not leave.

Toward evening, the sound of children running came from within the group. Voices. Perhaps laughter. The one turned only the face in that direction. The eyes could not follow.

The fifth day.

The sensation of rock against the back was gone. The night wind, which should have been cold, could no longer be felt.

The heat on the left side of the abdomen had disappeared.

Everything had disappeared.

The grass moved. The one's hand stopped, slightly open.

The Second World

On the eastern rocks, a band of ancient humans slept in turns. They kept no fire. Only the press of bodies against bodies. That night, a large animal crossed the grassland. No one in the band noticed. To the west, a child from another group cried out at the water's edge. A mother pulled the child back. The sky held nothing. Only stars.

The Giver

Where the light had fallen, another shadow was already there. The thread moved on to someone else.

Knowledge: NOISE Population: 246

The Giver's observation: When the warmth had gone, the hand remained open.

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Episode 1197

294,025 BCE

The One (Ages 2–7)

There is mud on its face.

Someone is carrying it. The arms are hard, and there is a smell of sweat. With each step, its chin knocks against a shoulder. The sky moves. Tree branches drift past.

Whether it cried, it no longer remembers.

The group is moving. Many footsteps. The sound of grass underfoot, the snap of branches. A child's voice. Other voices too. Low and fast. The adults are calling out to one another. The words are not understood. Only the speed of them.

Something is happening ahead.

The one tries to look toward it, twisting its neck. The arms that carry it tighten. It cannot see. Only a smell reaches it. The smell of blood. The smell of earth. And then, another smell. One it has never encountered before.

The rhythm of the footsteps changed. They are running now. The jostling in the arms grows violent, and the sky pitches and sways. The trees sway.

Somewhere, a cry.

The one tries to grasp the arms. Small fingers close around something — cloth, or hide, or something else. They close and do not let go. The body strikes something. Perhaps a rock. The pain has not yet arrived.

The crying stopped.

The footsteps grew fewer.

The running stopped too.

They are in the grass. The one is pressed against someone's chest. The sound of breathing. Fast breathing. Its nose is buried in the fabric, and the air is difficult to find. It moves its neck slightly, searching for a little air.

From somewhere distant, voices.

Unfamiliar voices.

The one does not move. The body knows this. Do not move. There are no words for it. No reason known. Only the body, held rigid.

The voices grow distant.

Farther still.

Gone.

For a time, no one moved.

Then the one who was holding it exhaled. A long breath. The chest rose and fell, and the one was carried in that motion.

The smell had changed. The smell of blood was stronger now. Not from a distant place, but from somewhere near.

The one raised its head.

At the edge of the grassland, someone had fallen.

Still.

Someone from the group approached the fallen one and knelt. Reached out a hand. That was all. They stood, and made a sound. A short sound.

Everyone began to move.

The one too was carried onward, held in arms.

In a different direction than before.

The Second World

The summer of the grassland was dry.

The river had grown narrow, and the distance to water had lengthened. Herds of animals moved, and other herds followed in their tracks. Two hundred and forty-six lives were spread across the land of beginnings. Where they gathered and where they parted was determined by rivers, ridges, and the turning of seasons.

There was another group.

They were people. Similar in shape. And yet something was different — in the outline of their bodies, in the way they made sounds, in the speed of their movements. Over long stretches of time, each had changed, and the result was two beings alike but not the same.

Their meetings were always by chance. At the water's edge, near prey, in the aftermath of storms. Most often, nothing came of it. One group would see the other from a distance, and one would withdraw. Sometimes objects passed between them. Sometimes voices were exchanged.

Today was different.

Which side felt fear first, I cannot say. Fear is fast. Fear runs. When one runs, another runs. Among the rocks, in the grass, it was decided in a short time.

One fell.

The group continued moving. It does not stop. Of the two hundred and forty-six lives, I know how many will be there by evening.

The wind of the grassland blew from the west. The dry wind moved through, thinning the smell of blood as it passed.

The Giver

The thread moved on.

This one is still held in arms. Small hands clutch the clothing of the one who carries it.

An unfamiliar smell reached it. What it was, this one cannot sort into words it does not yet have. But the smell is there. It lingers in the back of the nose.

Within that smell, there was a place where the grass had been trampled. A place where the smell shifted. The grass there was bent and broken close to the ground. The grass had kept a record of the weight and direction of those who had passed through.

This one's nose turned that way. For just a moment.

Whether it noticed, I cannot say. A body of two years feels what it encounters and holds it — but to make use of what it holds, that is much further away. Still, the nose turned. What must be passed along next remains here for now. Whether the direction the nose turns and the direction the feet turn will one day align — that remains to be seen.

Knowledge: SILENCE Population: 256

The Giver's observation: The scent lingered deep within, and that was all.

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Episode 1198

294,020 BCE

The Second World

Rain persisted.

For five years, this land had known no thirst. Water seeped from the cracks in rock, and in the lowlands grass grew thick enough to reach the knee. When the seed-heads swayed in the wind, the drone of insects layered over them, and beneath that layered sound the footfalls of animals disappeared. Nuts split before they fell, their white flesh swelling with the rain. The nights when there had not been enough to eat were still beyond this land's memory.

Beyond the eastern ridge, another group received the same rain. They were short-statured, with pronounced cheekbones and heavy orbital rims. They dug into the slopes of hills to shelter from the rain and softened animal hides by beating them with stones. They kept fire in three separate places, and someone was always beside each fire to keep it from going out. They had no words, but they communicated through the shapes of their fingers and the sounds they made in their throats. They too were growing in number.

The group of this land began to spread northward through the valley. Where once a dozen or so had huddled together, nearly three times as many now slept. When a child was born, many arms held it in turn. Even while the one who had given birth slept, another kept the child swaying beside the fire. Children died as well. They were laid on the grass, and no one stepped where they lay. Yet the number who survived exceeded the number who died. That was the nature of this age.

At the edges of the group, contact was occurring. A young one who had gone toward the eastern hills did not return. Two days later, another young one came back with a fresh wound on the right arm. It was a wound from a thrown stone. But the following morning, an unfamiliar smell drifted from the eastern ridge. It was the smell of smoke and charred bone. Someone had built a large fire.

One of the older ones in the group rose to their feet and turned to face the east. They stood there for a long time. They seemed about to make a sound and did not. Then they sat down.

To the south, the river had risen and the grasses of the plain vanished below the water's surface. Carried on the current, great numbers of fish moved upstream. Someone waded into the shallows and tried to catch one with bare hands. The fish slipped away. Another entered the water carrying a sharpened stone and struck at them. On the third attempt, the stone found its mark. The fish pulled from the water leapt on the mud. From the bank, several pairs of eyes watched its movement.

To the north, drought continued. Other kinds of beings were moving southward in search of water. Their tracks were deep and heavy. The traces of days of walking remained pressed into the bedrock.

Across this world, several groups were growing at the same time. In growing, each had begun to brush against the outlines of the others. The tensions that arose amid abundance were of a different kind than those that arose amid scarcity. There was enough to eat, and yet edges flew.

The land continued to receive the rain. The grass continued to grow. The stars cast their light equally over all of it.

The Giver

In the morning, before the sun had risen, while the air was still blue, dew had gathered on the blades of grass. Light came in at an angle, and a single point of it shone.

The lips of this one were dry.

What the Giver wished to pass on was not water. It was the movement of a neck turning toward where the light had fallen.

The neck of this one did not move. They were sleeping.

Whether anything was passed on remained unclear. Yet what needed to be passed on next felt as though it had changed. To one who sleeps, perhaps something can be placed within the sleep. Or perhaps what accumulates without ever being passed on may one day become a weight of its own.

The One (Ages 7–12)

They had been set beside the fire.

Their back was warm. Their face was cold.

Someone's voice could be heard. High voices and low voices woven together. The meaning was not understood.

The soles of their feet rested on the earth. An ant crossed over the big toe and moved on.

The one watched the ant. They kept watching until it disappeared into the roots of the grass.

Knowledge: NOISE Population: 333

The Giver's observation: Whether anything can truly be placed within sleep — this, still, remains unknown.

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Episode 1199

294,015 BCE

The Second World and the One (Ages 12–17)

The grass had died.

The wind had shifted five years ago. Dry masses pressed in from the north, displacing the passage of clouds that had once carried rain. Water receded from the cracks in the rock. The lowland grass lost its color and fell before it could set seed. Animal tracks deepened in the mud. The creatures had moved on, seeking water. The tracks never returned.

The one had turned twelve.

The weight carried in the arms had changed. The breathing of the one who carried grew quick, sweat soaking into the shoulder. The one's legs pressed against the carrier's sides, and with each step came the awareness of how far away the ground was. When hungry, sounds came. When they came, the arms tightened. What that meant, the one did not yet know.

The group began to move.

Twenty-three went ahead — those who carried nothing heavy, those whose feet were quick. The rest divided the loads, divided the children, and wrapped embers in shards of clay. To the northeast were two bands of the old people. They too were seeking water. There was only one place where the paths would cross. Both sides knew it.

The one watched the sky from the swaying back.

No clouds. The ridgeline of rock cut into the blue. Wind brushed the right ear. Not cold. Only dry. The inside of the mouth felt the same way. When had they last drunk? The swaying continued. Keeping the eyes open made the rocks recede, made the sky tilt and sway.

Contact with the old people came on the third night.

Two fires burned. Both were small. Voices rose, stones were thrown, someone cried out. The cry was not a question — it was a boundary. In the darkness, footsteps fell into disorder. A child wept, adults ran, one fire went out. When morning came, a man who had been at the edge of the group did not return. His tracks ran to the lip of a cliff. Beyond that, rain had erased everything.

The one had been set down in the grass.

The one who carried had stood up and run. The one lay still, looking at the sky. The grass was short, the ground hard. Something had gathered at the bottom of the stomach. Not a sound. Something that existed before a sound could form. A single blade of grass touched the face. Its tip was sharp. It was not brushed away. The one felt it sway with the wind.

The wind changed.

In the midst of the dry air, for just a moment, the smell of water passed through. It came from somewhere far away — the cold, iron-like quality of water that had wet rock and then evaporated off stone. A single blade of grass swayed at an angle that brought it close to the nose. The one's nostrils moved, barely.

The one who carried returned. The one was lifted up.

The group changed direction. They had been heading south; now they turned east. The one had not seen who decided. Only the direction changed, and the sound of the footsteps changed, and the ridgeline visible over the carrier's shoulder was replaced by another.

The one breathed through the nose.

Searched for that smell from before. It was gone. Grass swayed, sand lifted, and there was the smell of the carrier's sweat. It was not that smell. The difference was clear. Why it was clear, the one could not say. Only that the nose remembered.

Thirty-two days later, they found water.

It had gathered in the shadow of a rock. There was little of it. But it was there.

The Giver

The smell of water was carried to that nose.

The one's nostrils moved. The group turned east.

Whether it arrived or did not — whether it was even this one who turned the direction, or someone else entirely — a nose that has remembered a smell will move again the next time it searches for something. What is passed along next should not be a smell. Use the same sense twice, and the nose grows accustomed, grows dull.

Knowledge: NOISE Population: 344

The Giver's observation: The scent of water arrived, and something in the nose stirred to meet it.

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Episode 1200

294,010 BCE

The Second World

The northern bedrock dried over five years.

The cracks spread in silence. Frost worked its way in and split the stone; heat widened the splits further. Rock that no longer received water deformed without a sound. At the cliff's edge, a ledge where birds had nested until the year before fell in the early autumn of that year. In the afternoon light, it simply fell.

In the southern lowlands, the season of sinking ankle-deep in mud had vanished. Birds had once gathered there in flocks. When the birds disappeared, the small creatures that had fed on them moved east. When those creatures disappeared, larger ones followed after. Into the places left vacant by one thing, another thing comes. What came was low grey grass. Grass with shallow roots, grass that held the sand.

The group had grown smaller.

A fever that had persisted for five years crossed three summers. Many of those who died were small. Those in the years between being carried in arms and being old enough to run died in particular numbers. Among the faces of those who survived, a single expression was shared. The one where the depth behind the eyes had fallen away.

Far to the east, where three rivers met, another group was digging at the ground with animal bones. The movement was for drawing out bulbs. Someone had kept the knowledge and passed it on to the next.

This world cast its light on all of it equally.

The Giver

The scent of water seeped from the shadow of the rock.

Toward that fissure, the angle of the sunlight grew sharp. A little before midday, the rock face shone white.

The one turned their face toward the light. Their eyes narrowed. Then they turned in another direction.

— Did the light reach? Or did it not?

The face had turned. That had happened. But the feet had not moved. What lies between the turning of a face and the moving of feet — the Giver does not yet know. What to use next may not be light. Sound, perhaps. Heat. Or perhaps it is better to wait until thirst runs deeper.

The One (Ages 17–22)

There was a swaying at the back.

Not a mother's back. A man's back. It smelled of sweat. With each sway, the face was pressed against the man's shoulder blade. The bone was hard. The one shifted their face. In the direction they shifted, sky appeared.

A white sky.

The group was moving. Where many footsteps had once been heard, now there were few. The one did not understand what this meant. Only this: the body knew that the crying which had once been audible was audible no longer. Something had diminished.

From the man's back, the one watched the morning light. The white face of a rock shone with sudden intensity for a moment. The one turned to look. Their eyes narrowed.

It was hot.

The inside of their mouth was dry. They rested their forehead against the side of the man's neck. In time with the swaying, the eyelids grew heavy.

The sound of an animal came. Far away. The one's fingers closed around the hem of the man's garment. Still holding on, they fell into sleep within the swaying.

Knowledge: NOISE Population: 358

The Giver's observation: The face turned toward it, but the feet remembered where they had always stood.