293,885 BCE
Along the edge of the dry plateau, the grass lies flattened.
Not from wind. A herd passed through. The shapes of hooves remain pressed into the red earth, darker where they fell. The smell that comes before rain drifts low across the ground. Beyond the plateau, the ridgeline of the hills blurs into haze.
The group has grown large.
There was a time when everyone could be reached with an outstretched hand. Now the fires have multiplied, the sleeping places have spread, and small voices whose children no one can say cry out in the night. There is food. The water is close. The mild seasons have continued.
But in things that grow large, a warping is born.
Between two fires, an invisible boundary formed. No one decided it. By the time anyone noticed, there were those who did not cross it and those who did. An order emerged in the distribution of food. Who reaches first. Who waits in silence. It is a matter of power, and a matter of survival.
A band of the old people appeared from the east of the plateau.
Short in stature, long in the arms. Their fur a different color. They stopped at a distance and looked across. Still. They were looking at the water. Looking at the water.
The people of this group picked up stones. They did not throw them. But they picked them up.
The old people turned back.
That night, voices rose beside the fire. Sounds with meaning and sounds without it mingled together, someone struck the ground, someone stood. Those holding children had drawn away from the fire, curled into themselves. Something was decided. What was decided would not be known until morning.
Morning came. One young man who had been at the edge of the group was gone.
He was the one whose voice had been loudest the night before. The one who had shouted something, pointed at something, swung his arm in the direction of the old people.
There was no blood on the ground. Footprints led toward the edge of the plateau.
Beyond the edge was a cliff.
No one went after him. No one wept. The old woman tending the fire added a single piece of wood. That was all. The group kept moving. Those holding children gave milk. Those holding stones worked their stones. Those drawing water drew water.
The grass on the plateau stirred again. This time, it was wind.
Clouds had begun to gather in the eastern sky. Rain was coming. When the rain came, the water sources would spread. When the water sources spread, other bands would come. Not only the old people. Sometimes those of the same shape, but from a different group, would come as well.
The boundary within the group remained invisible today. But it was there.
Those who had known too much were erased. Or they were driven out.
At the edge of the plateau, the footprints go no further.
The smell of blood reached this one's cheek.
In the evening when wind came off the edge of the plateau, the smell did not come from the direction where the young man had vanished, but from somewhere much closer. The inside of the mother's arm. A shallow cut. Beginning to dry.
This one pressed close and breathed it in.
Breathed again. The mother paid no attention.
That there was a place where the smell of blood and the smell of skin and the smell of earth were all mingled together — this one's body held that knowledge.
The Giver does not ask whether that is enough. It may not be enough. But the next time something falls, this one will be nearby where that smell is. And being in that place, there will be something to pass on.
Clinging to the mother's arm.
Feet on the ground. Standing alone. And yet not letting go. When the mother moves, this one moves. When the mother stops, this one stops.
At night, when the fire had burned low, this one pressed a face into the inside of the mother's arm. The edge of the cut touched the lips. There was no licking. Only resting there.