Before the night broke open, a voice came.
Not a single note. A long voice. Drawn out and drawn out further, splitting somewhere in the middle. No one from the group. A voice coming from beyond the watering place.
The one did not rise from beside the fire.
Knees pressed into the earth. Both hands resting on the ash. The fire, tended through the night, was still breathing. The red core glowed like blood beneath a scab. The voice came again. This time two voices, layered.
A young male from the group peered out from behind a rock, only his head showing, eyes turned toward the watering place. His gaze met the one's. The young male asked with a gesture. What do we do.
The one shook his head.
Do not move.
Guard the fire. That is all.
The voices went on for a time, then faded. The wind at dawn came not from the direction of the watering place, but from where the grass met the ground. The one smoothed the ash. Added a branch. The flame surged once, then settled.
Five years before, when the drought ended, the group rejoiced.
The one did not.
When the water returns, the animals return. When the animals return, the others return as well. Those of different bone. Low-browed, broad-shouldered, long-armed. Those who know the watering places.
As expected, the footsteps multiplied. First at a distance. Then closer.
Among the group, the one alone never loosened the watch.
In an aging body, night after night, the fire was kept. Sleep came in daylight, waking at dusk. The young ones in the group laughed. Why guard the fire so fiercely, they asked with their hands. The one did not answer. What happens when the fire goes out — that was something only the one in this group knew.
Memory from before the drought. Memory from before even that. The night the fire went out — the one carried it in the body. The cold that had settled at the pit of the stomach. The darkness in which no voice could reach.
Each time a voice came from beyond, the one added wood.
Not to make it larger out of fear. To make it larger because the boundary was clear. Fire is a threshold. As far as the fire reaches — that is here.
That afternoon, a tension moved through the group.
A young male came running back from the watering place. Breath gone. No voice. Only hands to tell it. Those from the other side were just there, right at the watering place.
The men of the group gathered. Stones in hand. Spears in hand.
The one remained seated, watching the fire.
There was a summons. Come, the gesture said. Even those who are old, those who have lived long — come.
The one stood. Knees cracked. A branch taken up as a staff.
On the way to the watering place, the one turned back once.
The fire was swaying.
There was no wind.
There were seven on the other side.
Four men. Two women. One child. The child was small, being held. A long-armed woman pressed the child's head against her chest.
The two groups stood facing each other across the water.
A stone flew. The one could not see who threw it. A man on the other side clutched his shoulder. Blood came. The other group cried out. This group did the same.
The one made no sound.
Was watching the child.
The small body swayed in the wave of voices. Eyes were open. Whether the child was afraid, or simply did not yet know how to be afraid — the one could not say.
Another stone flew.
The others fell back. Disappeared into the grass. The child's head was the last thing visible.
That night, the one returned to the fire.
Someone had added wood. The young male. Seeing the one return, he moved aside.
The one sat.
The knees were trembling.
Not the body trembling — only the knees, quietly, to themselves. A hand was placed on them to still the shaking.
The one thought about the child's eyes.
Afraid, or not yet knowing how to be afraid.
Which had it been.
The flame swayed. No answer came.
The following morning, voices rose among the group.
Gestures pointing at the one came from several directions at once.
The one kept both hands on the ash and did not raise the eyes. From fragments of sound it could be gathered. The old one. The one who only tends fire. The one who is of no use. The one who threw no stone at the watering place.
One young male stepped forward and stood before the one.
Large frame. Broad shoulders. No sound, but the eyes spoke.
The one did not look away from the flame.
The young male stood for a time. Then moved away.
The day ended there.
Three days later.
When the one woke, no one was keeping the fire.
The core in the ash glowed faintly. The one crawled close and brought a mouth near. Blew. Blew. Blew.
The core reddened. A single dry leaf was laid gently on it. The leaf curled. Smoke rose. Flame was born.
The one pressed a forehead to the ground.
And did not move for a long while.
On the evening of the fifth day.
The group began to move.
Those carrying tools, those carrying children, those leading the old. One by one they pulled away from the fire.
The one stood.
Tried to follow.
Was shoved at the shoulder. Fell.
The ground met a cheek. The smell of soil. Dry soil. The smell of earth as it had been at the end of the drought.
Tried to rise.
Was shoved again. Harder this time.
Fell back. The sky came into view. A single cloud moved slowly across it.
Footsteps grew distant.
The fire was still there.
The one crawled toward it. It took time.
A hand reached the fire.
Hot. Of course. But the hand did not pull away. The palm brought near to the ground, receiving the heat, and there the one lay.
The cloud moved.
The fire swayed.
From the one's body, the strength went. Not slowly, not suddenly — it simply went. The way water finds its way into sand.
The fire kept burning.
A fire no one was tending, burning on its own.